Many of us at some point in our lives have been abandoned or felt abandoned. Whether it was by a parent who left with the promise of returning and never did, or a spouse who made broken promises we were left without. There were times when that disturbed me greatly. I was mad and even though I denied it there was some hatred involved. Alone, I could not bring myself out of these feelings of denial. Believe me, I tried but the feelings were still there. It was when I fully released it to God that I was able to forgive and forget. Yes, people are human. We make mistakes that are sometimes colossal. At the time, I didn't understand the place you were in that caused you to emotionally or physically abandon me. All I know is my heart was hurting and you caused my pain. In time though, God helped me to understand that even though you left me, you still loved me. You only gave me what you had in you to give me. I couldn't accept that because at the time I needed more. I don't anymore because I have God..
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